As the year comes to an end many men (and women and those in-between) are counting down the days finding themselves in a deep depression. The weather is cold and bitter while their dreams remain bright and unfulfilled. It's been a year of looking at porn, a year of secretly dressing in lingerie, a year wondering about being owned, and a year stuck in idle fetish forums and dating apps. How many times have you come to My website stalking My photos? How many late nights have you spent reading My blog about the escapades and adventures of My slaves?
How much have you visualized being under My heels? How often have you thought about clicking the CONTACT button only to lose the courage?
For many subs out there another year passing only signifies another year lost in fantasy. Poor boy, no wonder you are depressed! If you find yourself doing any of what I described above, whether on My website or others, it is time that you do as a superior woman says and plan a New Year's Resolution for yourself. There is really no better time for a change than January 1st. It's common for people to want to better themselves and reach goals for their own happiness. There is absolutely nothing selfish in wanting to surrender to your true self.
I want YOU to ponder and figure out what it is that YOU truly want by the end of this year. Will the year 2020 be filled with self gratifying masturbation or will you seek out a more life fulfilling submission to Femdom?
Begin with a few simple thoughts. I know many of you dirty boys out there are looking up porn nightly. What is it that you type in that little search bar? Do you get excited viewing the fetishism of high heels, watching a woman in lingerie as a lowly man crawls to her feet? Maybe you enjoy seeing her tie the man down and denying him of any release... Perhaps it is the pegging that gets you off, or even a group of women humiliating and abusing him. Are you looking up guides for sissies forced to cross dress, or maybe you really are just satisfied in completing whatever she wants?
Keep in mind that BDSM and fetish play does not always mean pain, sex, or humiliation. I have met with many who identify as being asexual- or not having in interest in sex- many more who are terrified of the thought of a bare bottom spanking, and those who do not seek to be degraded through words or actions. If you are dabbling in the thought of making submission a reality, pay attention to the content you are seeking out and which role you feel yourself fantasizing to be in.
In 2020 My blogs will be focusing on getting you cyber subs out into the RT (real time) world of play. Whether it be an in-person session worshiping Me or surrendering to Me long distance, I believe there is no longer any reason for anyone to stay trapped living in their dreams instead of being a happy obedient sub. Stop lurking on My site and start real submission under My feet!
You might finally muster up the courage to click that little REQUEST A SESSION button that has intimidated you for years. Now what?
When ever someone contacts Me to book a session I always ask three questions:
What are your kinks, limits, and experience?
Sounds like very simple question, and usually I get very simple answers:
Femdom. No Limits. No experience. I absolutely hate these answers. If you have no experience then how can you have no limits? Do you want to eat shit? Because you never specified no scat play. Want to get gang banged by a group of men? You never said anything about forced bi. How about being locked in a closet for days wearing a diaper forced to soil yourself? You will have to define no baby play or kidnapping scenes. Never say that you have no limits unless you have a gross amount of experience as a real slave, because I love to test boundaries of men, especially the arrogant foolish ones that come My way. There is no shame in being a newb, I love to mold them into My perfect play thing; Nothing is more sad than a man lying about himself to impress a woman.
These three questions are the most important information you will ever tell Me, so I suggest you be as honest as possible.
So you look at your pornhub search history to see what you like, and have a clue about what you don't like. Now you need experience. The best way to gain experience is in a Real Time session (with Me - Utah's best Dominatrix!). If you are a complete noob I will take you through a variety of kinks to help you understand what turns you on and what turns you off. You may not know if you are a sub, slave, sissy, pet, or pig. That's okay! This is why your new Mistress is ready to take you on the greatest exploration of your life and to find your true kinky self.
With this blog, each month I will be taking pathetic losers from a world of online fantasies through a step by step guide of finding out what type of submissive you are, along with easy homework tasks to guide you into kink while maintaining discretion in your vanilla life. So if you are ready to stop dreaming and begin truly living, your homework task as mentioned above is to take note of the dirty things you are searching online. Figure out some base fetish interests and limits, and on January 1st I will be expecting to receive your email inquiry to book your first session with Me.
What does 2020 have in store for your Goddess- ME? Construction for My new dungeon begins Jan 2020. Until completed in Autumn, I will still be conduction sessions in the Murray area of SLC. I have some fun new custom equipment pieces being built, and will be considering extended 24/7 slavery 'vacations'l for up to 2 weeks in 2020.
As I do every year, My own New Years Resolution is cleaning up My stable of slaves. I had a few disappointing subjects last year, which is leading me to move photos and media to OnlyFans again. New in depth training blogs will begin (as you caught a sneak preview in My writing above), which will also be in a paid members area website linked to this one. Be certain to stay devoted and check this blog again in Jan 2020 for the relaunch of My paid members area ;) If you can not wait, you may subscribe to My Only Fans HERE.